hello again peeps

Hello peeps, how are you all? These last few months have been jam packed. I mentioned many moons ago on my last post that we were house hunting. Well we moved! Its a lil flat   apartment (why does apartment sound posher?) in an area we love. It all happened really rather quickly and we are slowly making it a home. And i mean slowly. Every time we go anywhere near a wall with a D.I.Y object it crumbles! But i love interior design so have been enjoying coming up with designs for each room.

We are currently working on the lounge. We still have the feature wall to do and other lil bits and bobs but it is coming along perfectly. I love it when my ideas come to life.

So far it looks like this

instagram pic (@lovenikkih)

The only room completely finished is Josh's. And i am really rather proud of that one. And even more so with the bf for doing a great job of the painting..

Perfect for a 10 year old boy, he loves it. 

I cant wait till the whole place is done so i can sit back and relax. My head is bursting with ideas! I also want it finished so i can get on with my Project Life album. I am way behind! But with all the dust from decorating and everywhere looking like a building site i haven't had a chance to get on with it.

In other not so great news i spent a week in hospital with pancreatitis. Really was the worst pain i have ever been in! And it didn't go away for three whole days even though i was given every pain relief possible. I remember lying there when the paramedic turned up and hearing her say she was gonna give me a shot of morphine, all i could think was its all gonna be ok any second..the pain will stop.. It didn't!! And that started me really panicking. If morphine wouldn't take away the pain then what would. The answer i found out to that was nothing. 

I also had a panic attack when the doctor explained all about pancreatitis and said it was life threatening and that i had to be moved to a ward for very poorly peeps where i could be kept an eye on.  My mind started wondering...what would happen to my kiddos.. something i cant even bear to think about!

I have to go back and have my gallbladder taken out in July as gall stones are what caused it. My op falls on the day that the kids break up from school so i am gutted i wont get to pick them up and hear all the excited chatter of summer plans. But getting back to good health is all i can really concentrate on so we can go on the adventures we have been planning.

Peace, love and lots of giggles,

love nikki h xo